`Sweett-Sensation. (:

Baby Boy.
another day. another argument.
well. it's over already.
just now you should know.
i have thoughts of letting go.
i have thoughts of giving it all up.
i was really confused.
i want to give up & just move on.
but i can't. i cannot bear to.
i need you. i love you more than anyone do.
& you love, care, need me too.
sweetest. i know i am not a good liar.
i am not good at keeping things from you.
no matter what i done wrong or right.
i can never keep it down.
keep inside my heart.
i can't do it.
hiding things from you is just not a part of me.
just now i am thinking of just letting you go.
find the girl you can love without any problems.
loving me gave you so much problems.
i don't wish to be a burden.
but you told me.
about the digimon & pokemon thingy.
a really lame but cute way to explain things.
but i finally could understand.
all true love start with hard work.
not just hard work.
but also. loads of understanding & time.
take time to listen to what each other have to say.
understand each other feelings.
avoid such things.
avoid such argument again.
i know i don't understand nor know much about you.
but love.. i am glad you are giving me time..
giving me loads of time to know you.
you shout & scream at times.
not cause you just wanted to vent anger on me.
.cause you want me to learn my mistakes.
learn what to do & not to do.
what to say & what not to say at the wrong time.
baby. thanks. (:
when you told me something like this ...
" Baby. Maybe in like 50years time.
me & you will be walking at the park.
with our dog.. both with grey hair..
holding each other hands.
than we sit down. still holding each other hands.
you look at me..
than i look back at you..
you smile & says..
Charmaine, i love you..
we made it.
we made it! we get to grow old together. (: "
well baby. in 50years time.
i hope you will say that to me.
like you say.
it's a really long shot.
it's really hard to reach there.
but baby. i am willing to try my best for this.
i will learn to be more understanding.
more ._. mature.. =.=
at times :x depends.
muahahahaha. stupid baby!
i love you freaking pig! x3s.

`Our Love. (:
-Th26thMarch10*-

`Loves,
`XiaoDouDou. ♥.
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