`♥. Saturday, April 17, 2010
haha!
just now was me & baby's
3rd week together!
but yeah. we argue.
a big big BIG argument.
right after the fight with a Maple Friend.
( my another blog got say about it. )
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biggest argument with baby. we scream.
we shout.
we cry.
we talk about how we feel.
& what are we really thinking.
i felt much better after screaming
every single thing out.
when i scream & shout at him.
he was laughing.
smiling to himself.
what an idiot.
but yeah.
he is special.
a really special one. (:
hahaha!
this stupid argument nearly broke us apart.
but somehow.
i thinks..
baby know i won't leave him.
& i didn't want to see him
even for just 5mins because..
i will hold him back when he walk away.
& if i going to see him face to face.
i can't walk away from him again
if i want to.
he will hold me back..
& make me stay.
every word he say is true.
he do love me.
more than anyone do.
& i do love him more than anyone could.
baby boy.
do you know that..
what were my dreams are now reality.
you ALWAYS say all the things that i'm about to speak.
no one can ever change the way i feel about you.
no one can take me away from you. (:
you are different..
you are special..
like the unnatural way you love me.
i'm like the only girl who is existing in your world..
i can never picture my life without you.
though you have been my side for just 3weeks or so.
baby i know this it's the truth.
the chances to find someone else almost like you.
it's a million to one.
it's true..
No matter what people say or do.
my dearest boy,
it's gonna to be forever me & you. (:
stupidness baby now sleeping.
he overnight my house today!
stupid aircon so hot again! =.=
pissedddd!
now going to sleep with baby already!
smileeees! (:
good night all!
- Once Again Happy 3rd Week -
i Love You Stupidness Baby! x3s.
`Th26thMarch* (:
`Loves,
`XiaoDouDou. ♥.
@ 3:17 AM
`♥. Wednesday, April 14, 2010
waiting for baby to wake up.
he's sleeping like a log on his bed.
hahaha!
his dog is sleeping on my feet. ._.
bored.
don't know what to do.
i hear screaming downstairs.
should be those k1 & k2 students.
hahaha.
thinking of last time i use to be so small.
& of cause cute. :x
i saw baby's pictures.
when he was young & small.
so idiotic look.
so cute!
like stupid. LOL!
wondering what else can i do.
no maple here.
don't want to download in baby's comp.
because if download...
later i keep play maple.
forget about baby already. ._.
boring..
i guess i go find something to do ba.
lalala. love baby loads.
`Loves,
`XiaoDouDou. ♥.
@ 2:41 PM
`♥. Monday, April 12, 2010
many things that have stood stationary
for thousand of years could just be
demolished within a few hours.
a flower that takes months to bloom
would end with a single pluck.
things aren't always as it seems.
sometimes..
sometimes you have to figure it out
on your own.
tonight my prayer to god
was as normal as any night would.
before i met you, i realized that
I've been asking god to let me
meet someone like you
everything i ever wanted.
and now that you're here with me,
i'm asking god to never take
my baby away.
there's maybe times in which
we feel that it's not easy.
but i know, for a fact,
that i'll try my best because
this is what i want,
you are all that i love,
and that when i close my eyes at night,
you're all that i see.
all this is written by my dearest baby boy.
100% what he wrote for me. (:
& yeah i didn't give him
any replies for these messages.
because.. i want to say to him
as perfect as how he say to me. :D.
here goes.. (: ~
baby. i know.
i know what are you trying to say.
" many things that have stood stationary
for thousand of years could just be
demolished within a few hours. "
example. (:
- trust can be build up after a period of time.
but within seconds.
that trust one has build for a really long time
will just be destroyed. -
" a flower that takes months to bloom
would end with a single pluck. "
- a flower taking so long to bloom..
just like our relationship.
it cannot bloom just overnight..
we need to give it loads of time & care.
but even if blooms.
we still have to have to heart to continue
taking care of it.
if not once somebody else is going to pluck it.
it will just end.
even if we are going to give time to let it bloom again.
it will not be the same as the first one. -
" things aren't always as it seems.
sometimes..
sometimes you have to figure it out
on your own. "
- yeah. somethings you can't just figure out
by just looking at it.
you have to work it out.
try & error it.
ask if you need to. -
" tonight my prayer to god
was as normal as any night would.
before i met you, i realized that
I've been asking god to let me
meet someone like you
everything i ever wanted.
and now that you're here with me,
i'm asking god to never take
my baby away. "
- baby. i hope i will be the one for you.
that one who will be standing by you every time.
not anyone else.
not any guy nor girl.
just me. (:
you don't hide things from me.
you are not like my other ex boyfriends
who need to act, lie, pretends.
you are just being yourself.
not acting as somebody else for me.
you are not lying to me
cause of some other girls or what so ever.
you don't need to pretend anything.
baby. i am glad god put us together.
& that idiot who didn't cherish me.
if he didn't lie to me or what.
i will not have know you. (:
i love you stupidness baby. x3s. -
" there's maybe times in which
we feel that it's not easy.
but i know, for a fact,
that i'll try my best because
this is what i want,
you are all that i love,
and that when i close my eyes at night,
you're all that i see. "
- Dearest. i know you are trying.
trying really hard to understand me.
trying to guess what am i thinking.
what do i want..
every night before i sleep.
i think of you.
only you. (:
hoping for all our plans to come true.
hoping to further your studies with you.
together with you. :D
holding on to you.
supporting you not matter what you do
standing by you no matter where you go.
my love.
all that's important is.
you being happy. that's all (:
- `26thMarch10.*
he is the one. (:
iLoveYouBabyBoy.
`Loves,
`XiaoDouDou. ♥.
@ 3:54 AM
`To Last With Baby.