`Sweett-Sensation. (:

just came back to baby's house (:

today went to Sentosa with baby.

Qiuling & Her Boyfriend, Alan.

quite funny.. but a bit boring..

as there's nothing much to do there.

me & Qiu went to change to our bikinis!

head off to the beach after that.

the sun is wonderful.

long time since i been under the hot sun.

hahaha!

stupid baby scare of the water.

why? cause no extra clothes for him.

ya le ya le ya ._.

stupid excuses!

me & baby dig a holeee.

big big big deep deep deep hole.

than place baby's stupid darn legs in.

haha. so dumb :x

later i will post photo of stupid baby's legs.

took some photos with him.

but he say so ugly don't post =.=

stupid hor?

- later continue with my post -

stupid baby rushing me off to his friend's bday bbq.

ya le ya le ya.

blah blah blah!

- back from bbq. (: -

well. baby friends were quite weird. haha.

but okay okay nahs.

his teacher was really very nice to me.

they talk about school, life, even the earth.

so funny. but yeah.

seeing baby serious about something is really..

really WOW.

when baby have serious look on his face.

he look so darn idiotic cute :x

hahaha.

after talking & eating some of the bbq food there.

baby bought me to the mac. nearby.

& he brought for me the melts.

i like the melts loads! :D.

i remember the 1st time i eat that melts with baby

was at Tam. Mall with his gan nuer & her boyf.

after buying my melts.

we walk to the carpark.

getting ready to go off to meet baby's friends.

i finish up the melts at the carpark.

pushing all of them into my mouth.

chewing & trying to get them down my throat.

after 10mins later we meet his friends

nearby their home.

we slack at the nearest void deck with table & chairs.

that's when i began to see things.

yeah. those things.

i saw things i didn't hope to see for.

i kept quiet about it at 1st.

but in the end. i told my boyf.

& yeah. baby talk for while more

& we head back to baby's house.

after a while..

we fall asleep already.

was a really freaky day.

but yeah quite fun (:

thanks baby for everything.

i love you stupidness boy. x3.

`Loves,
`XiaoDouDou. ♥.
@ 8:07 PM

now at baby's house.

just watch movie finish. (:

we watched.. Date Night.

very funny..

kept laughing non-stop.

& there were parts which were sweet.

really romantic sweet. haha.

didn't want to watch it at 1st.

but after i watched it.

i found out it's quite a nice movie. :D

today is me & baby's 2nd week.

another 20+ more mins to 10.21pm.

our 2nd week! wooo!

hahaha.

still thinking what to get for baby on our 1st month.

hmmm. i wonder..

i thought of quite a number of things to give him.

but i not sure whether he will like it or not.

all his other ex girlfriends give him such exp. gifts.

some more all of them are so nice.

i don't know what to get for him... hmmm.

giving rings is so common.

i don't know what to do. haiyo.. ._.?

- continue thinking -

+* before watching the movie.. *+

hmmm.

i woke up at 1.30 on baby's bed today.

had a few nightmares.

i even sleep talk ._. wtf.

baby took out the nail cutter for me.

than he go bath.

i cut my nails. (:

so short now! woooo.

after baby bath out.

baby rush me to go bath.

i went to bath at 2+

came out put on my makeup.

i get ready for like 1 hour plus.

3.45 we left the house.

went to meet baby's friends.

friends that he didn't see for a real long time.

went there for while.

he treat me eat ice cream (:

orange flavored. yummy!

stayed there for about 30mins.

we left..

i thought we are going for waffles now.

but stupidness baby bring me to

CHANGI AIRPORT ._.

but i want to eat at the foodcourt.

so baby ordered 2 plates of chicken rice

that cost him $11 =.=?

we eat also eat not full.

so waste of money.

after eating.

baby want to meet his friend & friend's girl

for movies.. :D

but yeah. in the end.

the girlfriend didn't want 4 of us to watch together.

just both of them.

couple. 2 person world (:

so we didn't watch with them.

while waiting for his friend's girl to end work..

baby & his friend play pool again ._.

this time don't need to queue

as there's not much people there.

loads of weird girls.

looking at both of them

i guess both are so darn ugly till

other girls look at them & make fun of them :x

hahaha. after baby play his pool.

me & baby again eat the waffle.

same waffle we had last week.

but this time baby ordered

chocolate chip ones.

not as good as 100% chocolate ones.

but fair ._. not bad. (:

after eating.

we went down.

baby & his friend.

smoke. slack till 8.

me & baby left for our movies.

& his friend waited alone for his girlfriend to come.

blahblahblah.

movies.. others.. lalala.

all said on top already.

hahaha (:

going to rest on baby's bed now.

anyways baby boy..

happy 2nd week. i love you. (:

`Loves,
`XiaoDouDou. ♥.
@ 9:56 PM

Baby Boy.
another day. another argument.
well. it's over already.
just now you should know.
i have thoughts of letting go.
i have thoughts of giving it all up.
i was really confused.
i want to give up & just move on.
but i can't. i cannot bear to.
i need you. i love you more than anyone do.
& you love, care, need me too.
sweetest. i know i am not a good liar.
i am not good at keeping things from you.
no matter what i done wrong or right.
i can never keep it down.
keep inside my heart.
i can't do it.
hiding things from you is just not a part of me.
just now i am thinking of just letting you go.
find the girl you can love without any problems.
loving me gave you so much problems.
i don't wish to be a burden.
but you told me.
about the digimon & pokemon thingy.
a really lame but cute way to explain things.
but i finally could understand.
all true love start with hard work.
not just hard work.
but also. loads of understanding & time.
take time to listen to what each other have to say.
understand each other feelings.
avoid such things.
avoid such argument again.
i know i don't understand nor know much about you.
but love.. i am glad you are giving me time..
giving me loads of time to know you.
you shout & scream at times.
not cause you just wanted to vent anger on me.
.cause you want me to learn my mistakes.
learn what to do & not to do.
what to say & what not to say at the wrong time.
baby. thanks. (:
when you told me something like this ...
" Baby. Maybe in like 50years time.
me & you will be walking at the park.
with our dog.. both with grey hair..
holding each other hands.
than we sit down. still holding each other hands.
you look at me..
than i look back at you..
you smile & says..
Charmaine, i love you..
we made it.
we made it! we get to grow old together. (: "
well baby. in 50years time.
i hope you will say that to me.
like you say.
it's a really long shot.
it's really hard to reach there.
but baby. i am willing to try my best for this.
i will learn to be more understanding.
more ._. mature.. =.=
at times :x depends.
muahahahaha. stupid baby!
i love you freaking pig! x3s.

`Our Love. (:
-Th26thMarch10*-

`Loves,
`XiaoDouDou. ♥.
@ 1:06 AM

i haven sleep :x
yeah. baby sure now angry once he read this post.
haha. :D.
but baby, i am missing you.
thinking of you.
loving you more by the second.
sorry today can't pei you. ):
have to go family dinner with my parents.
so yeah.. sorry!
Sunday is a really great day..
resting & staying in bed all day long.
eating expired Twisties.
made both of us tummy ache. hahaha!
before we sleep. we had mac (:
i ate Mega Mac Spicy UpSize~
Baby ate Mac Wings UpSize~ hehe.
before we went out to buy his clothes at Tam. Mall.
baby download movies to watch later on.
after we come back.
baby rest with me till mac come than we watch 50 1st Dates.
it's about this girl who keep forgetting things.
the guy keep trying.
& everyday he made her fall in love with him again & again.
she can't remember him. how sad.
end up? the guy made loads of videos of
him & her everyday life.
for me.. it's like the video is her memory now.
hahaha. really sweet. (:
after that we rewatch sky high.
i fall asleep halfway thru.
after that baby sleep with me also.
hahaha. x3.
thanks baby for everything.
cannot wait for our next meeting. haha.
hope next week baby can bring me go for a holiday.
i love you. miss you!! muacks!

`Loves,
`XiaoDouDou. ♥.
@ 3:27 AM