`♥. Wednesday, May 26, 2010
today... today is today..
not yesterday or tomorrow.
today is.. today..
actually should be.. our 2nd month.
don't know what to do still...
still thinking what to do..
what i want in life..
i do miss him.
i still do. yes i do.
but the main question still floods my mind.
" if we patch back, will we have break ups
like this painful again? "
i don't know.
i cannot confirm that we will last long.
i cannot confirm so much things! ):
haix. i really don't understand..
don't understand at all !!
- continues thinking. -
`Loves,
`XiaoDouDou. ♥.
@ 12:34 PM
`♥. Tuesday, May 25, 2010
should i patch back?
should i love him back like i used to?
do i really want to give up?
can i really forget him?
just now when he messaged me..
& asked me to go to his blog.
he pulled me back.
& made me think twice about leaving.
i don't know what to do..
so many questions..
but there're no answers to all of them.
flooding myself with this kind of trouble.
i thought i could have just let go.
let all that go.
& live my life without him..
play maple whole day..
do nothing. just stay at home..
& play that darn game.
what i really want in life?
who is my true other half?
questions are still not answered.
`Loves,
`XiaoDouDou. ♥.
@ 4:38 AM