`♥. Saturday, June 12, 2010
starting to forget about those times..
those sweet & bitter times..
the day when you asked me to let go.
i got pissed off.
yeah. i will let go like what you want. (:
ignoring your messages..
hanging up your calls will soon be a habit.
leaving you without a word..
hurts at 1st.. there were regrets..
but yeah.. i starting to feel,
we should really let all this go..
thanks for your pies.. & waffles! :D
`Loves,
`XiaoDouDou. ♥.
@ 6:30 AM
`♥. Sunday, June 6, 2010
wondering..
where did you go..
who are you with right now.
i still miss you..
hard to tell..
thinking of the memories.
both sweet & bitter ones.
i do still need you.
dreaming of you still..
but not as sweet as last time.
waited down stairs your block.
seeing you with another girl.
smiling & holding her.
for the 1st time.
when i walk away.
you didn't hold me back.
will this happen in reality?
what if i went below your block..
waited for you.
& i see you with another girl.
& i walk away you didn't hold me back.
what if...?..
it hurts. really it does..
though it was just a dream.
somehow i feel.. it's happening.
no more pies.
no more holding on to..
your tummy when you speed across
the highway.. ..
i thought i could move on.
i tried moving on.
but almost everywhere i go.
i think of you..
everything i eat or drink.
reminds me of you.
every smile i smiled
it's not as sweet as the ones i gave you.
is this it?
just tell me you've move on.
& i will completely move on too.
i won't feel guilty for leaving you.
i won't turn back anymore.
just tell me. can you?
`Loves,
`XiaoDouDou. ♥.
@ 10:14 AM
`To Last With Baby.