many things that have stood stationary
for thousand of years could just be
demolished within a few hours.
a flower that takes months to bloom
would end with a single pluck.
things aren't always as it seems.
sometimes..
sometimes you have to figure it out
on your own.
tonight my prayer to god
was as normal as any night would.
before i met you, i realized that
I've been asking god to let me
meet someone like you
everything i ever wanted.
and now that you're here with me,
i'm asking god to never take
my baby away.
there's maybe times in which
we feel that it's not easy.
but i know, for a fact,
that i'll try my best because
this is what i want,
you are all that i love,
and that when i close my eyes at night,
you're all that i see.
all this is written by my dearest baby boy.
100% what he wrote for me. (:
& yeah i didn't give him
any replies for these messages.
because.. i want to say to him
as perfect as how he say to me. :D.
here goes.. (: ~
baby. i know.
i know what are you trying to say.
" many things that have stood stationary
for thousand of years could just be
demolished within a few hours. "
example. (:
- trust can be build up after a period of time.
but within seconds.
that trust one has build for a really long time
will just be destroyed. -
" a flower that takes months to bloom
would end with a single pluck. "
- a flower taking so long to bloom..
just like our relationship.
it cannot bloom just overnight..
we need to give it loads of time & care.
but even if blooms.
we still have to have to heart to continue
taking care of it.
if not once somebody else is going to pluck it.
it will just end.
even if we are going to give time to let it bloom again.
it will not be the same as the first one. -
" things aren't always as it seems.
sometimes..
sometimes you have to figure it out
on your own. "
- yeah. somethings you can't just figure out
by just looking at it.
you have to work it out.
try & error it.
ask if you need to. -
" tonight my prayer to god
was as normal as any night would.
before i met you, i realized that
I've been asking god to let me
meet someone like you
everything i ever wanted.
and now that you're here with me,
i'm asking god to never take
my baby away. "
- baby. i hope i will be the one for you.
that one who will be standing by you every time.
not anyone else.
not any guy nor girl.
just me. (:
you don't hide things from me.
you are not like my other ex boyfriends
who need to act, lie, pretends.
you are just being yourself.
not acting as somebody else for me.
you are not lying to me
cause of some other girls or what so ever.
you don't need to pretend anything.
baby. i am glad god put us together.
& that idiot who didn't cherish me.
if he didn't lie to me or what.
i will not have know you. (:
i love you stupidness baby. x3s. -
" there's maybe times in which
we feel that it's not easy.
but i know, for a fact,
that i'll try my best because
this is what i want,
you are all that i love,
and that when i close my eyes at night,
you're all that i see. "
- Dearest. i know you are trying.
trying really hard to understand me.
trying to guess what am i thinking.
what do i want..
every night before i sleep.
i think of you.
only you. (:
hoping for all our plans to come true.
hoping to further your studies with you.
together with you. :D
holding on to you.
supporting you not matter what you do
standing by you no matter where you go.
my love.
all that's important is.
you being happy. that's all (:
- `26thMarch10.*
he is the one. (:
iLoveYouBabyBoy.
`Loves,
`XiaoDouDou. ♥.
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`XiaoDouDou. ♥.
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`To Last With Baby.